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[26 Feb 2009|10:39pm]
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[29 Dec 2008|08:53am]
Your challenge is to write crossover fanfiction combining Bill Nye the Science Guy and 4chan.
The story should use a secret government plot as a plot device!

Generated by the Terrible Crossover Fanfiction Idea Generator
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[16 Aug 2008|12:02pm]
The surgery was not as bad as I had expected. Before I went in, I was so nervous. The IV actually didn't hurt as much as I was expecting. I'd say that the lidocaine shot administered in my neck (when I had the mole removed) was worse. Plus, the medicine kicked in quickly. My body felt heavy and suddenly everything seemed mellow. Yeah, sure, they were about to cut my mouth open, but it was all cool. Life was good. I stayed awake for a minute or so after that, and then the doctor came in and up'd my meds. Then I remember them starting to put stuff in my mouth and I was out.

I think the worst part came immediately after the surgery, when I woke up in the recovery room with the gauze in my mouth. I was still bleeding and the gauze made it hard to swallow. All things considered, though, I'm doing well. I'm still a bit sore, and it's hard to eat solid food, but I figure that I will recover quickly. In the meantime, I'm going to eat PUDDING. Om nom nom
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[15 Aug 2008|12:26pm]
Bah, I'm getting my wisdom teeth pulled today. It's only the uppers, which is supposedly easy and takes only five minutes, but still. I don't like needles (you'd think having around 8 shots in the past month would have fixed that) and I don't like the idea of gaping holes in my mouth. Blugh.
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Oh, Canada [19 Jul 2008|10:13pm]
I have landed in Winnipeg. We're staying in a hotel for the night until we drive down the Lac Lu tomorrow. I saw lightning from the plane window. :)
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[18 Jul 2008|03:39am]
I just got back from watching the Dark Knight. It was 2 and a half hours of pure awesome.
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Locker Feet? [15 Jul 2008|11:24pm]

I woke up early for a most excellent breakfast with Jason. I think we were the youngest people in the cafe. Everyone else looked quite old. It makes sense, though. I don't know many college-aged students who eat breakfast, let alone are awake at 8:00 A.M.

The rest of the day was uneventful. I took a nap with Jason, although I think I slept more than he did. We mostly watched TV after that. I also played Pictionary with Vicky and her boyfriend. Although I'm not an absolutely awful artist (so I'd like to think), I am not skilled at Pictionary. I draw slowly, and when I try to draw while under pressure, my hand fails to communicate what is in my mind. Still, it made for an interesting game.

I guess tomorrow I am going to hang out with people other than my boyfriend and family. I haven't done that in a while, seeing as I've been a hermit. Whoo.

Being on the internet makes my head hurt.

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Define Dancing [15 Jul 2008|12:06am]

Sometimes I forget just how amazing music can make me feel, and how a simple song suddenly makes everything wonderful.

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[13 Jul 2008|10:57pm]
We shaved the cat today because she was furry and didn't take care of herself. She's sitting on my bed, sulking and looking silly.

I leave for Canada in less than a week. Whoo.
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World Domination is Mine [10 Jul 2008|12:57am]

I like my tendency to blog the most mundane moments of my week. So much seems to have happened. I hit the year-and-a-half mark with Jason, which wasn't nearly as happy as it should have been. I was in a slump after the Fourth of July went awry. Really, it wasn't a big deal, but I was really upset over not watching fireworks in my neighborhood. Instead, I saw them from a distance from the inside of a car whilst Jason drove around aimlessly. It wouldn't bother me so much, except they are banning fireworks entirely next year. I didn't get to have a Fourth of July last year due to work, and it seems that I didn't get one this year. It left me feeling devastated because it seemed like a piece of childhood was going away. I now have to watch fireworks from a show, which isn't nearly as amazing as watching them from the comfort of your own front yard. Actually, even thinking about it now makes me sad.

Anyway, it hit me hard and had me crying almost non-stop. Yeah, I'm a baby like that. And that feeling carried over to the next day, which happened to be our 18 months. For whatever reason, we seem to have a terrible time with special occasions. Our one year was like that, Valentine's Day was like that, and now this. Whoo. So that day I cried some more and we didn't do anything special. At least Jason was there for me, which helped, because the next day I woke up feeling fine and was able to get through the week.

So today I played Risk for the first time. Vicky and Eddie (her boyfriend) paired up against Jason and me. I know there aren't really "teams," but Vicky and I didn't know how to play, so the guys just made strategies for us. Ironically, Jason lost first, even though he had almost all of North America. That being said, he makes for a good strategist. He kept me in the game, when everyone thought that I would be the first to lose. Of course, I had spread my troops thin and was backed into a corner with Australia and a million forces guarding it at Siam. I knew I wasn't going to win. Vicky and Eddie dominated almost everything. So, I just decided to kamikaze everything and use my last strong force to thin out their troops. I got to Europe before running out of people. At that point, Eddie swooped in and dominated. The funny thing is that he took Vicky out before me, even though he could have easily destroyed me first. He backstabbed her at the last second. :P Bwahahaha.

Um, I basically wrote this because the Mountain Dew and pizza made me giggle like a maniac, and now I'm waiting for the caffeine high to subside.

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Kitten [02 Jul 2008|08:06pm]

We found the kitten, safe and sound on my neighbor's porch, where they left it. My sister took it back to the house and we gave it food and a box. My cat's weren't happy about it, but they kept their distance. The little kitten was so sweet. She'd just cuddle up next to you, even though I barely knew her. We had to give her a bath, since she was covered it fleas. There were still some fleas crawling around after. Poor thing. She was pretty calm for a cat getting a bath. Near the end she began to yowl and struggle and shake, but we dried her off and she went back to normal.

Of course, we couldn't keep her. We are feeding five cats already (two inside cats, two outside cats, and one stray). However, I'd feel terrible abandoning her, or just pawning her off to anybody. People around here do not care about pets. They just let their animals run wild. We found a no-kill shelter in Rancho. They needed a Rancho resident, but my mom just used her friend address. They took the kitten and named her Fiona. Even though they already had 300 kitties, I feel like I did the right thing. She most likely would have died if we just left her outside, with cars and coyotes and dogs running loose. Besides, she's so sweet and friendly. Someone has to want her. I mean, during the car ride she just sat there calmly. No fuss whatsoever.

I feel happy that she's in a safe place. :)


Here she is, sleeping and purring away.

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Eventful Day is Eventful [01 Jul 2008|11:45pm]

Let's see if I can recount everything that happened today:

I saw the new library today. It is most excellent. Coincidentally, Jason and I ran into our eighth grade teacher, Mr. Yoder. I don't think he remembered us. :(

My dad decided to trim his hair with pet clippers. Um...he's nearly bald now.

My neighbor just approached me with a kitten. Of course, we're feeding so many cats already that my mom had to refuse. I'd take it up to Berkeley with me, except the dorms do not allow pets. Still, I got to hold a cute kitten for an hour. I hope it sticks around and nothing bad happens to it. Poor thing.

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Wall-E [27 Jun 2008|10:27pm]

It is 10:24 P.M. and I am considering going to bed out of boredom.

I saw Wall-E today for six bucks. Yay for special morning deals. :) I highly recommend it. If you like Pixar, GO SEE WALL-E. Pixar is the saving grace of the animation industry. Their work is stunning, the characters adorable, and the music wonderful. If I get the chance, I will go and see it again.

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Boom de Yada [26 Jun 2008|10:45pm]

This makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside.

By the way, I got my free tacos after all. :)

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[26 Jun 2008|12:42pm]
Oh gosh. I neglect to take an allergy pill and I've turned into a sneezy, watery-eyed mess. By the way, it's free taco day at Jack in the Box. If you bring in a gas receipt, you get two free tacos. I conveniently filled up the car just yesterday. After wincing from the $67 wallet rape, I would like some free tacos. The catch? I don't have a car today. My mom took it to work today, my sister is sleeping after working until 5 am, and my boyfriend has to run errands until nearly 8 pm tonight. D: I would also be super excited to see Wall-E tomorrow, but my sister is getting all four wisdom teeth pulled. WWWRRRYYY??? Lawl at insignificant problems.
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Teef [25 Jun 2008|04:27pm]

I am testing out the Windows Live Writer blog-a-magig. Nifty.

Anyway, I had a dental appointment for an X-ray to check on my upper wisdom tooth--er--teeth. You see, I thought that I only had one upper wisdom tooth. That's what my mom kept telling me. Today's X-ray revealed two, and both need removal. Thankfully the oral surgeon is supposedly awesome, and won't cause my face to puff up.

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Berkeley Shooting [14 May 2008|10:06am]
So there was a shooting yesterday near my campus, in broad daylight, literally down the street from my dorm. From what I gather, it was a personal conflict between people not affiliated with the school. Nevertheless, it was still a tragic event. The street was blocked off; I could see the police tape from outside my window. A couple of guys from my floor gave a statement to the police. Surprisingly I didn't hear the gunshots.

It was a little surreal walking down the streets. Just about everyone was talking about it. You'd pass by people, and hear snippets of conversations:

"...six shots..."
"...in broad daylight..."
"...was it a student?..."

http://www.sfgate.com/cgi-bin/article.cgi?f=/c/a/2008/05/14/BA4410LRRS.DTL More info here

I also grabbed my camera and snapped a couple of pictures.

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Blind Man [30 May 2007|09:07pm]
11 weeks until graduation and my boyfriend has landed himself on the Senior Failing List. RARGH. I'm frustrated at him for slacking off, and frustrated at myself because we've been hanging out so often which prevented him from doing work. Dammitdammitdammit. Things'll be okay, I know. But nevertheless I'm already anxious about graduating, and now THIS. I feel agitated often lately. The future is a scary thing. In a couple of months I'll be heading up to the San Fransisco area, far away from home. Not necessarilly far from people I'll know, as Jenn will probably be rooming with me. But Jason will be 90 miles away, and that thought scares me. I never figured I'd have a relationship to complicate graduation. Aaanyway, I just kinda needed to vent. Actually, I need to DO something. Clean, exercise, whatever. But I lack motivation. So there's that. D:
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Prom! [19 May 2007|03:21pm]
Prom Pictures!Collapse )
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New Year [01 Jan 2007|02:54am]
[ mood | ow my eye ]

This journal has no point, except to say, "Happy 2007" and to pimp my Noblet angry clown icon.

Also, I'm going to shamelessly self-promote my own artwork.
Check it out

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